Your the only one who leaves me completely breathless

Tomorrows just another day..Another way to spend my day..all by myself

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 03:02:42 GMT

So i havent updated in a while so i'm doin it now. I've had alot on my mind and nothings really been wrong. I've been fine and as happy as i can been but just been thinkin bout alot of things. Um..we've got ourselves a house. how exciting right? OUR house..and we dont have to live next to the bitch anymore. Today i decided to be really mean and i stuck gum on her mail box. lol but thats okay. So 2mrw i'm babysitting some little boy that i've never met but i love kids so this should be good. and i get money so it'll be cool. :) Anyways. School is alright. I dont talk to Alyssa still and not planning to. Sometimes she just makes me so mad. Like when she trys to talk to me. Thats great that she is trying to make an effort or whatever but we're really not friends so i dont understand why she trys to talk to me. Zach. Well we were fine and we started talking. Well i guess we are fine but we havent talked much. But talking to him really made me relize how much i really still care about him and i really need to get over him. But also, talking to him made me relize how much i dont want to talk to him. Its really weird and i cant figure it out but i'll get over him and find someone new..hopefully. I dunno! Theres this reallly hot guy..who shall remain nameless..man he's so hot and i met him on Thursday (@ the freshman SP vs. RR game) and he asked for my number..and well he got it! (sh! lol) but its alright cuz i mean..he's a junior and she so freakin hot! So i'm starting dance again..exciting! lol i'm on pointe and my toess hurrrt but its okay i'll get used to it..i just got to warm up to it again cause i havent danced since the summer and thats a long time for me considering i've been doing it for 10 freakin years now! Um i dont know i'm not doin much right now so i'm going to go take a bath and think about some stuff.. :/ i love you. </3

its all or nothin..give ur everything

Cuz its all in my head

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 02:57:16 GMT

WE WON! SP vs. Leander HS.. GoO TiGeRs!

1 practice, 1 game left! I'm so excited, i cant wait til its over and i can sleep in.. =) Nothin much has been going on. I'm gettin my hair done 2mrw (Saturday!) ..finally.. I'll write more later!

Good Job ladies!

lately

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 02:03:02 GMT

So..2 more games..1 more practice. My parents leave sunday. For a week. To arazona to see my sister, brother in-law, neice and nephew. Oh how i'm jealous. Saturday, i'm suposed to get my hair done. YAY =) ..I got a lettin the mail from court, my case is closed. However, I still have 2 yrs probation and i have to go back to court. But the fact that it'll be closed and off my record..Man thats so great! Alot of people have been getting on my nerves..I havent had much patience! Nothin interesting has been going on, i'll write more later! XOXO!~eMiLy~

Break free.

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 01:57:58 GMT

I shed one tear, one tear for you.
For all the pain you put me through.
You made me hurt, you made me cry-
You even made me want to die.
All the nights you left me cold,
No place to run, no place to go.
I couldnt help but cry when i tried to sleep-
Crying out for help but know one heard me.
But, looking back on my past,
Thinking about what i had and how it didnt last.
Things weren't always what they seemed..
Now i look in the mirror-
And all that i see, is a failure in disquise hiding the real me.
I was stuck inside someone else's dream..
Reaching out - Trying to break free.
Trying to find the real me.

God send me an angel

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 03:20:20 GMT

I havent updated my journal in a while so i am now! I've been alright i guess, I'm really sick but i'm not sure whats wrong with me. All i kno is that im sick and i wont be okay. My dads sick too..Hes got a new disease..Gr8 huh? I was told he has atleast 10 yrs before he passes..I never liked him for what he did to me. Being so mean to me, saying and doing the things he did to me that hurt me so much. I hate him.. But he always tried to be there for me and be the father that i've never had. However, i never gave him that 2nd chance, now that im sick, and he's got 10 years it's like i HAVE to give him that 2nd chace..10 yrs can be a long time for someone but a short time to others and well, when i got the news, i cried. I never thought it would hit me this way and so hard. I never knew what it would feel like to actually hear that he had atleast 10 years. I never knew what it would feel like to actually hear that i only had about 10 years. GoD sEnD mE aN aNgEl.

Anyways, We have 3 games, 4 practices left of volleyball. Thank god. I really like to play volleyball..I've been working really hard (even w/ a fucked up knee and a hurt back) Waking up @ 5, getting to school @ 6:25 for treatment, going to practice from 7-8:15ish. It may come off to some people that i dont want to be there, that i dont care and i dont want to play but i do. Actually, if i didnt want to go, then i wouldnt bother at all. Anyways back to my point..I like volleyball alot, but Coach Dukes, man..She makes it no fun..No fun at all. I'm debating if i want to do it next year, hopefully i can work really hard this summer and stuff and maybe..just maybe make varsity. That would be so cool but very unlikely. I just kno i like Coach Williams better than Rebe!

Enough of that! Theres been alot of drama at school. I lost 2 of my friends..Well i didnt lose them, i've decided that i'm better than that and i dont need people who are going to hurt me like they did. So i've gotton used to them not being around and its not bothering me at all. Its great actually. I dont hate them but i dont like them but whatever! I've really just learned that you cant belive what you hear and the people who you think are your true friends, really arent.

I'm done for now. We're officially moving by December. I know i've said that for the past month or whatever..Its official. Im excited. XxOoXxOo..*eMiLy*

sigh

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 03:19:28 GMT

Yesterday, I cried.
I came home, went straight to my room, sat on the edge of my bed,
kicked off my shoes, unhooked my bra,
and I had myself a good cry.
I'm telling you,
I cried until my nose was running all over the silk blouse i got on sale.
I cried until my ears were hot.
I cried umtil my head was hurting so bad
that i could hardly see the pile of soiled tissues lying on the floor at my feet.
I want you to understand,
I had myself a really good cry yesterday.
Yesterday, I cried,
For all the days that i was too busy, or too tired, or too mad to cry.
I cried for all the days, and all the ways,
and all the times i had dishonored, disrespected, and disconnected m Self from myself,
only to have it reflected back to me in the ways others did to me
the same things i had already done to myself.
I cried for all the things i had givin, only to have them stolen;
for all the things i had asked for that had yet to show up;
for all the things i had accomplished, only to give them away, to people in circumstances
whch left me feeling empty, and battered and plain old used.
I cired because there really does come a time when the only thing left for you to do is cry.
Yesterday, i cried.
I creid because little boys get left by their daddies;
and little girls get forgotton my their mommies;
and daddies dont know what to do, so they leave;
and mommies get left, so they get mad.
I creid because i had a little boy, and because i was a little girl, and
because i was a mommy who didnt kno what to do, and
because i wanted my daddy to be there for me so badly until i ached.
Yesterday, i creid.
I cried because I hurt. I cried because i was hurt.
I cried because hurt has no place to go
except deeper into the pain that cause it in the first place,
and when it gets there, the hurt wakes you up.
I cried because it was too late. I cried because it was time.
I cried because my soul knew that i didnt know
that my soul knew everything that i needed to know.
I cried a soulful cry yesterday, and it felt so good.
It felt so very, very bad.
In the midst of my crying, i felt my freedom coming,
Because,
Yesterday, i cried.

Angry tears spill forth from the outsdie corner of the eye, making them easier to wipe away as they come at unexpected moments and umappropriate times. They origionate in the ego-the part of our being that presents to the world who we think we are. Angry tears create heat and stiffness in the body, because when we are angry, we usually dont know how to express what we feel. We definently dont want anyone to know when we are angry, because anger is not acceptable or polite. Rather than dispaly anger, we hold back, and the tears rach forth, shattering our self-image. More important, angry tears reveal to those around us our vulneralbilities. This, we belive, is not a wise thing to do. Sad tears spill forth from the inside corner of the eye, finding their way across our nose, cheeks and lips. For some reason we always lick sad tears. We kno that they are salty, and the things that bring them forth are usually the bitter experiences in life. Sad tears come from the heart. They usually bring a bending of the shoulders and a drooping of the head. Frightened tears take up the entire eye, clouding our vision, as fear will do. When we are frightened, we cannot see or think, Frightened tears are usually big tears that well up in the eye. They spill over the whole faces. Frieghtened tears come from the soles od the feet. They shoot thru the body and create tremling or shaking. Same-fill tears are tears which fall when we are alone with our thoughts and feelings. Shame-filled tears come when we're judging ourselves, criticizing ourselves, or beating up on ourselves for soemthing purely human that we have done yet cant explain to ourselves or to others. Shame-filled tears come from the put of the stomach and usually cause us to bend over-not in pain, but in anguish. Combination tears are the worst tears of all. They are filled with anger and sadness, with fear and shame. They have a devastating effect on the body, bringing the stiffness and anger, the dropping of sadness, the trembling of fear, and the bending of shame. They make you cold when you are hot. They make you tremble when you are trying to keep still. Most of all, they make you nausiated.

Its some kinda of wonderful.

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 19:19:21 GMT

"I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin' insane
Tryin' to walk through
The pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah, I thought I could leave, but couldn't get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of a livin' a lie
I was wishin' that I
Would die

It's amazing
With the blink of an eye, you finally see the light
It's amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight

That one last shot's a permanent vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey, not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings

You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't listen to all that righteous talk
I was out on the street,
Just a tryin' to survive
Scratchin' to stay alive

It's amazing
With the blink of an eye, you finally see the light
It's amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight."

I havent updated this in a LONG time. Things are good. Me and Zach broke up for reasons i cant explain simply cause i dont know but its alright, I'm fine. School is ok. Its pretty boring but i'm passing all my classes so far. Volleyball is going good i guess. Practice is early early in the morning and its really tiring. Things are okay. I've had a couple days where its been a emotional rollercoaster and i've started up on some stuff that i retired a while back ago. I'm happy regardless of what happens, i'm just learning to stay in my happy place and not let things so little hit me so hard. I'm learning to forget everything that happened in the past and move on, start from new. I'm accepting my dad into my life, letting him know that its okay. I'm slowing forgiving him for what he's done to hurt me so bad to make me hate myself, my life and him. And i'm forgiving everyone for the hurtful things said or done that was built up in my heart. And i'm living my days one day at a time. I couldnt be happier right now, I've learned so much while i was trying to find out who i was and what i wanted in life. XOXO always.

Ur my 1 n only 1

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 00:50:26 GMT

I havent done much, havent had time to write in this thing. I've been busy with Vball and school. It sucks..So StUpId. I went to the mall today for the first time since i got arrested and i had a $150 bux..man that stuff goes by fast. I got 5 shirts, 1 skirt, a purse, lotion and a belt and nacklace and braclet. Oh yeah, i got Zachary Austin 2 shirts! <3 :o) I dont think i'm going to do anything tonight unless Zach calls me and he can do something if he makes time for me! Which i hope he will..Cause i miss him and i want to see him.. :( But yeah, i'll write more later whenever i have time .. LoVe Ya!

Your my sweet shining star.. Your my AnGeL

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 15:59:41 GMT

I've been so busy with school and volleyball that i dont have time to write in this stupid thing. But i'm going to try to keep up with it. I'm gettin my hair done today..Zach said i should put more brown in it but im not sure cause i was going to go blonder. He's in..umm well i dont know..he's out of town for football. So..while i'm here doing nothing and being bored off my ass, He's knocking people out..Get gettin knocked out! I hope he doesnt get hurt!..speaking of getting hurt..I spraigned my FINGER. During Volleyball practice and it hurts SO bad and its really really fat and really really ugly..its gross..but anyways.. <3 .. Me and Zach have officially been together for a month =) things couldnt get any better. I'm SO happy when i'm with him.. =D Um next tuesday we have a game..Idk where it is Exactly but its away so we have to ride a bus there BUT i think this time, we'll have our own bus or something cause Freshman A team is going somewhere different from Freshman B team. So i dont know where JV and Varsity is going or if they have a game at all. MY Schedule is so stupid and i dont like it. I dont have any classes with anyone that im really good friends with. Not even Zach. I get to see him in the hall way though..And i get A lunch on B days with him.. =( It sucks. I dont really know what else to write about so i'll just stop writing random things. ~!I hOpE eVeRyOnEs DoInG gReAt!~

Its like we were meant for eachother

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 01:09:40 GMT

I've been so busy with volleyball and school i havent had much time to get online. i dont like HS much. Its really boring and i cant stand being in a room for an hour and a half. i go crazy. i dont really like my scedule but at the same time i do..i dont have any classes with zach which really really sucks but i get to see him in the hallway and i have A lunch w/ him on B days so atleast i get to see him..its better than nothing! i like him sOoOoOo much and i'm soOoOoOo happy and i finally told him that! Friday is our 1 month so we're goin to do something hopefully..i really hope so..there is a stupid school dance on friday and i dont wanna go! alot of stuff is going on. at home..with Kristen. Its really hard and i'm having a hard time dealing with it. All i ever do is cry..I cry myself to sleep at nights. Its really sad and i dont know what to do. I just need someone to talk to but the only person who i really can talk to, is going thru the same thing and i'm scared. scared for me and here and i love her so much and i hate seeing her hurt. i hate to hurt. but enough about that i'll write more later..whenever i can and when im not busy!

And i love to hear that you love me for me.

sweetest sin..

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 22:22:21 GMT

This weekend was filled with a whole bunch of nothingness. It was spent with my bestest friends Sarah! We went to the volleyball booster club thingie dinner thing-a-ma-bob. The foood was yummy. Then we went to the Express game, we came home went to bed and have done NOTHING. ugh..SO BORiNG..Its okay tho..cause we're both losers with no lives..My life is not consisted of only volleyball and sarah, well, she's never had a life so whatever! Just kidding baby love you! Well yah..i'm bored and this is a boring entry so i'll write more later when something interesting happens alrighty? yah..ok lOve ya!

I dont want to understand you. There is no compromise. Thats barbed wire between our lives.

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:35:09 GMT

What i've been wanting to say, what i've been wanting to tell you. YoU mAkE mE fEeL lIkE nO oThEr. I'm comfortable when i'm with you. You make me laugh, you make me smile, you make everything worth while. I really am truly happy when i'm with you. I lOvE bEiNg WiTh YoU.

Everything has been going too good. I'm so happy and i love it. I'm glad things ended between me and Darius. I dont think i wouldve been this happy, i dont think anything would've worked out. I love being with Zach! Yess sirree! Volleyball has taken over my live..I have no life other than VOLLEYBALL. Its kinda sad but whatever! I'lll write more later! LoVe YoU!

Oh yeah, i'm done with all my stuff that i had to do from being arrested. I can send it into court now! =)

LoOkIe!

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 15:33:50 GMT

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:	everything!
best personality trait:	outgoing
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?	yes!
when will you get married?	June 3, 2016
your kiss is:	meaningful!
People date you because:	you're kind

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live like you were dyin'

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 17:11:54 GMT

ABOUT YOU
Your first name: Emily
Age:: 14
Height:: 5'4 1/2
Natural hair color:: blonde
Eye color:: green
Number of siblings:: 2
Glasses/contacts?:: yes
Piercings:: ears..i want my belly button..
Tattoos:: Nope
Braces?:: nope

FAVORITE
Color:: PiNK
Band:: Dont Have One
Song:: Whiskey Lullaby..=)
Stuffed animal:: ALL my DuCkIeS!
Video game:: Dont play video games
TV show:: dOnt watch much TV anymOre..
Movie:: Save the last dAnce
Book:: Yea, like i read.
Food:: TacO bell! YUMM
Game on a cell phone:: I dont play games on my phone unless i'm REALLY bored..random!
CD cover:: IDK
Flower:: White Roses
Scent:: LoVe sPeLL
Animal:: Ducks..Puppies
Comic book:: Yea , i dont read.
Cereal:: Anything yummy
Website:: IDK
Cartoon:: umm..

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: Nope
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: Um..Dont think so.
Like to sing?:: Sometimes!
Have a job?:: Nope
Have a cell phone?:: Yess
Like to play sports?:: Yup
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Nope
Have a crush on someone?:: Yeesss..Zachary Austin Fletcher. =)
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: No
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: Umm..we have like 4.
Have any special talents/skills?:: Not Really, im too lazy to have a talent.
Excercise daily?:: Yup..Dont wanna be no FAT.ASS!
Like school?:: No i hate it. But its cool getting to see everyone daily!

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: No and im not gonna try!
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: Yes (im very bendy)
Speak any other languages?:: Nope
Go a day without food?:: Nope
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Maybe
Read music, not just tabs?:: Huh?
Roll your tongue?:: Huh?
Eat a whole pizza?:: No, but its definatley worth a try!

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: Yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Yes
Gotten lost in your city?:: Yes..
Seen a shooting star?:: YUP!
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: No
Had a serious surgery?:: No
Stolen something important to someone else?:: No
Solved a rubiks cube?:: No, those are way to hard for me!
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Of Courrrse
Cried over a girl?:: Yes, my best friend..= /
Cried over a boy?:: Of course
Kissed a random stranger?:: No
Hugged a random stranger?:: Yes
Been in a fist fight?:: Nope
Been arrested?:: Yes
Done drugs?:: Yes
Had alcohol?:: Yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: No....
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Of course!
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: Nope, im not that dumb.
Swore at your parents?:: ALLL the time..
Been to warped tour?:: No im not into that kinda music.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: hahah, oh yes.
Been in love?:: Yeeees!
Been close to love?:: Yeeees!
Been to a casino?:: No
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: No
Broken a bone?:: No
Gotten stitches?:: Yes! My brother dropped me and i fell on my head and busted it open..(yes, thats why i'm so stupid.)
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: Nope
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: umm No
Made homemade muffins?:: Not Sure.
Bitten someone?:: Yup..
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: No
More than 5 times?:: No
Been to niagra falls?:: no
Burped in someones face?:: Nope..nasty ass
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yes

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: Like 5 min. ago
Went to the bathroom:: umm like 20 mina go
Saw a movie in theaters:: about a week ago.
Read a book:: Oh gosh!
Had a snow day:: Last Year
Had a party:: Umm..
Had a slumber party:: IDK
Made fun of someone:: today when some hoe came to my house..
Tripped in front of someone:: dunno..i learned how to walk when i was a young one..im pretty good at it.
Went to the grocery store:: not sure..
Got sick:: long time ago
Cursed:: Oh Gosh. Like 10 min ago.

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: Off
TV/movie:: Movie
Car/truck:: TRUCK BABY!!
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Pillows
Headache/stomach ache:: headache..
Paint/charcoal:: Paint, charcoals too messy
Chinese food/mexican food:: BOTH
Summer/winter:: Winter
Snow/rain:: RAin!
Fog/misty:: Misty
Rock/rap:: Rap
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat
Boy/girl:: I want a girl when i grow up.
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: Icing
Cake/pie:: Cake
French toast/french fries:: French toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean
Hugs/kisses:: Kissses!
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies
p33n/bewbz:: umm wtf?
Wallet/pocket:: Pocket
Window/door:: Door
Pink/purple:: PiNK
Cat/dog:: Dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Short sleeve
Pants/shorts:: Doesnt matter
Winter break/spring break:: Spring Break
Spring/autumn:: Spring
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear Sky
Moon/mars:: Moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: Do u seriously expect me to count?
What are their names?:: Again do u expect me to name all this?
Do you have a best friend?:: Sarah..Kristen..Zach

WaVe On WaVe

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 16:59:57 GMT

How to make a eemmiillyy08

Ingredients:

5 parts success

1 part crazyiness

5 parts joy

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little lovability if desired!

Personality cocktail
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I havent done much today, i woke up at freakin 8 o'clock cause i couldnt sleep and then i hung up all my clothes and cleaned my room and took a shower and im about to get ready for volleyball..*sigh*..I started my fucking period..I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT! I wanna get on the pill SO bad! But whatever..I'll write more later! DuEcE! DuEcE!

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 00:47:52 GMT

I had practice this after noon.. I went shopping..I got a jacket, 3 paris of jeans, a halter top, 2 tank tops and some socks..thats it..I'm so tired and we have a game tomorrow..(i dnt get to play cause i had to leave the scrimmage on sat. to go outta town) but i still have to go and the bus leaves there at like 3:00 so yeah..thats great. Not much has gone on. Cody got out of Jail today! I'm so exicted for him and Sarah although theres some bad news but hopefully he'll come and see me! Cant wait til our "cody, sarah and emily day" ..It'll be great! I'll write more later! LOVE YOU!!

Starts with a "I" and ends with a "YOU"

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 02:54:33 GMT

Not much been goin on, i went out of town to the wonderful town of DeLeon. Not much is there at all..Kinda boring, i wouldnt be able to live there at all. I was being called a city girl..*iCaNtStAnDaLlThEsPiDeRs*..I saw my cousin Evan and the new baby. She is SO cute! Miss Macy Paige. She's 3 months, has the prettiest blue eyes and red hair i've ever seen. Precious. I saw Ashley too..(yes the one who tryed to kill herself) She looks horrible but still the same 'ol person who wants everything revolved around her but whatever..It was nice to see her outside of the mental hospitial. Me and Mom are going shopping tomorrow. With Sarah hopefully. Sarah is getting a puppy! AW! So cute i'm so happy and excited for her. I've got mixed emotions and i ALMOST cut but i didnt and im glad cause its not going to solve anything really..just make more nasty scars on my body..more than i already have and need. This weekend was long and some-what boring and i missed Zach..I cant wait to see him again! I'll write more later! LOVE YOU!

Accidently in LoVe..

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 00:18:56 GMT

I mAdE tHe TeAm! WHOO HOO! SoOo..anyways, i havent done much, just spent alot of time with Kristen and Volleyball and stuff..I cant wait til tomorrow night, there's a Express game i need to go..to see Zach..I miss him! We're going out of town on Sat. I get to see Evan and the new baby! i'm so excited. Not much to say so i'll cut it short! Thanks to everyone who's supported me! LoVe YoU!

my heart is blooming

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 23:57:44 GMT

I just got back from V-Ball like a whole hour ago! I did good and i'm excited! =) GOOD LUCK EVERYONE ELSE! Me and Zach are spose to do something tonight, i dont kno if we will, but we are spose to and i want to! I miss him..My HoT sExXaY mAn! =) ..man..Alrighty! well i dont have much to say..I'm just bored and i wanna update this thing cuz i'm a loser and i feel like it so yeah..HoLlA @cHa GiRl..jk..LOVE YOU!

My salvation..

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 14:54:33 GMT

So i just got home..From vball try outs! I DID IT! I ran the mile in 7:57..yes! Now i wont have to run it tomorrow and it'll be great. Today i was so nervous. I didnt do as well as i could but tomorrow will be better! I have to go back at 4. Me and Zach are going to do something today. My dad is giving me a 100 bucks i think =) Me and Sarah are going to go SCHOOL SHOPPING together! I <3 her SO much! This weekend is no tax weekend! EVERYONE SHOULD GO SHOPPING! Write more later when i get home! LoVe YoU!

Im.LoViN.AnGeLs.InStEaD

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 16:46:55 GMT

Me and My baby..Damien=)

Late at night when all the world is sleeping..

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 16:41:57 GMT

Zach is home!

Yay! I'm soo happy! I dont really have much to say..Just wanted to get the point across that my hot sexxay man is home. =) I'll write more later when something happens cause right now my life is BoRiNg! Its alright tho! Lata!

I.sTaY.uP.aNd.ThInK.oF.yOu

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Sun, 01 Aug 2004 16:28:49 GMT

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Sun, 01 Aug 2004 04:15:55 GMT

My Journal is officially fixed and SO pretty! Thanks SO much Rachy Poo! Your the greatest! I'm so bored..Waiting for Zach to come home! He should be here by 4 a.m. i think i'm not sure! Of complete bordemness (if that makes sence) i did this thingie..Enjoi! READ..well if you wanna!

1. First name: Emily
2. Last name: Asa
3. Age: 14
4. Birthdate: June 3
5. Born in: Grandbury
6. Living in: Round Rock
7. Hair Color: Blonde
8. Eye color: green
9. Height: 5'4 and 1/2
10. Siblings: a brother and a sister!

[FAVORITES]
11. Color: PiNk =) and BaBy BlUe
12. Food: anything..i'm a fatass in a little persons body
13. Number: 7
14. TV Show: Dunno..
15. Movie: Save the Last Dance
16. Artist: dont have one
17. Band: dnt have one
18. Clothing Brand: AE
19. Car: Mustang..anything nice and drivable
20. Season: any
21. Month: June
22. Holiday: Thanksgiving
23. Time of Day: anytime is nice!
24. Phrase: "Thats rude!"
25. Song: Whiskey lullaby

[THE LAST...]
26. Person you saw: Jason
27. Person you talked to: Kristen
28. Person you talked online: Rachy Pooo
29. Thing you ate: Pizza
30. Thing you drank: Juice
31. Song you heard: Whiskey Lullaby
32. Person you called: Kristen
33. Person that called you: Kristen
34. Thing you watched: Dirty Dancing
35. Time you showered: Today
36. Movie you rented: Dirty Dancing

[TRUE OR FALSE]
37. I have been drunk: True
38. I have smoked pot: True
39. I kissed a member of the opposite sex: True
40. I kissed a member of the same sex: True
41. I have been to another country: False
42. I have been to another continent: False
43. I rode in a taxi: True
44. I have been in love: True
45. I am a virgin: False
46. I have has sex in public: True
47. I have been dumped: True
48. I have been arrested: True
49. I have been fired: False
50. I have been in a fist fight: False
51. I had a : threesome: False
52. I snuck out of the house: True
53. I have flipped off someone: True
54. I have watched porn: Yes, with George..sick fuck.
55. I know how to swim: True
56. I have a boyfriend/girlfriend: TrUe =)
57. I am in love: Nope
58. I have made out with a stranger: False
59. I have fallen for a friend: True
60. I celebrated New years in Time Square: False
61. I lied to a parent: True
62. I have been suspended: False
63. I have thrown up in a bar: False
64. I skipped school: True
65. I cussed out a teacher: False
66. I have been to jail: true

[PREFERENCE]
67. Chicken or Turkey: Chicken
68. Basketball or Baseball: Baseball..guys in tights..NIIIICE
69. Football or Hockey: football
70. Cheer or Dance: dance
71. Day or Night: night
73. Cell phone or pager: Celly
74. School or Chores: School
75. Country or Rap: Country
76. Smoking or Drinking: Both..heh
77. Pink or Purple: pink
78. Blue or Green: blue
79. Yellow or White: white
80. Black or Silver: Black
81. Soda or Water: water
82. Hamburger or Hotdog: Hamburgers
83. M&M's or Skittles: skittles
84. SpongeBob or Patrick: Spongebob
85. Scary Movie or Action: scary
86. Music or no Music: music
87. Coke or Pepsi: coke
88. Dr. Pepper or Sprite: Dr.Pepper
89. Orange Juice or Apple Juice: apple juice

[WOULD YOU EVER]
90. Lie if you could get away with it: yes
91. Cry to get out of trouble: yes
92. Cheat on a test: yes
93. Use someone: no
94. Cheat on someone: depends..if he cheats on me first..yea PAYBACKS a BITCH
95. Get Drunk: yes
96. Get high: yes
97. Skydive: yes
98. Try to kill yourself: been there done that
99. Eat someone elses food: yes
100. Go to Afghanastan: no

My love is like whoa..

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 04:12:23 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	everlasting

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